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HESTER

Age: 19 (As of 2010).
Date of Birth: 08 Jan 91
Height: 1.6m

Weight: 42kg-45kg
Studying in Singapore Polytechnic(SP),
School of business(SB),
Diploma in human resource management with psychology(DHMRP)

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♥Another page of life.

Today is the last day of 2009.
I want to bid goodbye to a few people this year.
(It will be quite long)
They will always have a place in my heart.
However, I know it is time to go on.


Firstly, to Greg.
Thanks baby for all the times that we spent together.
I remember those times that I would miss you terribly
even just for a few days or hours that I din't get to see you.

I remember that day so clearly.
It was chinese new year & you were with your dad.
He drove down to somewhere near my estate
to meet his friend.
Then you made some excuse to go back alone later.
You came to meet me instead.
I remember you asked me to meet you downstairs.
But you bluff me that it was a joke when i reached.
When I was about to be angry,
you pop out from your hiding place.

I remember those times when you came
all the way down to school just
to meet me for a few hours then go home.
If my class ends early,
I would go down to meet you.

You taught me so much.
For the first time,
I knew how it felt when I couldn't get angry at someone.

You are always late to meet me.
I would stand alone to wait for you everytime
and I don't dare to wonder off
cos' i've got no sense of directions.
But when I see you rushing down,
looking so sorry.
I couldn't bear to get angry at all.

Baby, our lifestyle din't match.
I had to say goodbye.
Thank you for stopping by in my life.
We both will find someone that
will bring us happiness someday.

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Secondly, its XX.
I am really really sorry to you.

I got so comfortable with you
that I tend to behave like a pampered girl.
I threw tantrums & was all possessive.

You were really nice & tolerant with me.
You kept many things to yourself
rather than throw them onto me.

I remember those days,
when I insist to drink coffee from Mccafe
& wanted to walk out alone to buy
right after you parked the car.
You were angry but for some reason,
you couldn't show a angry face.
You couldn't stop yourself from smiling at me.
Did you know that I found you SO cute at that point of time?

You knew that I was into celebrating
month'niversary.
I remember we celebrated at the last day of my papers.
You came to pick me up at school.
We ate lunch together then walked over to the car.
When I opened the door,
I found a rose for me at my seat.
You are really really sweet.

I remember those times when you
will company me to study during my exam period.
You would sit by me thou it is super boring.
Once, i remembered you bought snacks for me
(green tea, redbull & lots of snacks)
but actually you were really broke at that point of time.

XX, I know you really really dote on me.
I din't treasure you & you were gone.

I spent so many days crying over the lost.
For the first time I completely lost control of myself.
I remember how it felt when
tears kept flowing & I couldn't stop them.

I remember it was the second time in my life
that I wept in public.
(After I grew up & know crying in public is bad)
I would cry in the mrt,
while walking back,
while i wake up,
while I was eating.

Now, I know it is over for us.
It has been almost 6mths,
you have your life to live.
& I should move on too.
Thank you so much for teaching me
so many things.
Maybe, like you said there will be a perfect person
out there for us.
We just need the patience to wait.
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Thirdly, it is Mark.
(I am not going to post his photo just in case)
Actually, we are not even together.
But you really taught me alot
so I want to include you here.

You taught me how self-fish i was.
I wanted you,
so which means you have to break up with her.

Yet, I din't realise that
if we knew each other only for a short time
and it was so hard letting you go.
How hard it will be for her to let you go.

We attracted each other
as we seems like each other's ideal partner.
However, we met at the wrong time.

Sometimes I blame fate for fooling with me.
But I should be the one to be blamed
for letting you into my heart.

Like the song we share,
your heart is in 2 different places
but you can't keep your heart
In two different places.

I should be the one letting go.
& Thank God for stopping everything before it is too late.
I know you are happy with your gf now.
I am also happy for you 2.
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